Ouch!! I know the feeling, and I turned to my sponsor with my butt all sore and he asked why I thought it was about me. Then he asked if I had stayed sober the entire time I was sponsoring this person who had just fired me. I told him I had, and he said "job well done". We do our best, but the Big Guy does the work. In my group, they ask all who are willing to sponsor to raise their hands so newcomers can see who's available. I hope the next time you go to a meeting that does that, you raise your hand!!! God Bless