Video, you have so much Love and Support on this site. We all understand what your going through. It's no picnic at first, but it sure does get a little better every day. Hang in there. The best is yet to come, and it's alright to be hungry. Eat and exercise. Exercise is great for opiate recovery. It gets the chemicals in your brain going again.
A little at a time. One day at a time. We are all here for you.