thats awesome...
I was raised an athiest and worried about 'prayer', that on the off chance that there was a God, he would hear and laugh at me.
I also felt that I didnt have a right to pray, as Ive been rather ****** in the past and only prayed when I wanted something or times were hard.
That God would be thinking.."oh its you again, so what is it now?'...lol
Also the fact that I am completley athiest....until something bad happens.
I can totally relate to your post, Ive 'prayed' before, Im not sure who to, but it brings me a feeling of total peace that I cant explain.
Hope it brings you peace too
x