What an adorable little boy. What a gift. You can set a fine example for him and make a difference in his life. Your a good guy, and your doing the right thing. I'm glad your going to try the tea. It's much better than caffeine for what your going through. My legs ached when I stopped using also. It will go away. Take a tylenol. You would be surprised how well they work. I'm happy for you, and I am PROUD of YOU. Your doing it, and an NA picnic sounds like the right place for you today. Enjoy your day.