IDK I hurt so much like…words…there aren’t any.
I just wish I could talk to him…hear his voice…get some kind of…any kind of explanation
I need him. =( I don’t want to be alone. I don’t know where to go from here. My future was with him. Now I don’t even know if I want a future.
I talked to my Mom about rehab I’m going to go my Step Dad is really pissed my Mom is a little less harsh. They did take away my right to borrow the car which is very much understandable.
Anyways I’m scared of rehab but whatever at this point it can’t get any worse. I’m at rock bottom
But I hurt =( I need him now more than ever. I have everyone here and I have amazing friends and a supportive family but my heart just wants him =(.