Videodrone, Here's a little food for thought. Nobody ever died from lack of sleep. LOL. You might have a bit of a hard time sleeping at first, but that will pass. Drink Chamomile tea. It will help you sleep naturally. It worked very well for me. Keep pushing forward. This all will pass. Just don't take that garbage. Give yourself a chance to heal your brain.
Wishing you inner peace, and a healing from active addiction.