I went to an AA meeting yesterday and met some really great women and it was a very good experience but I then proceeded to get roaringly drunk all day long and into the evening - there was a bit of antabuse left in me and it was NOT pretty- so I went back today and called one of the women who gave me their number- which is a big deal for me- I have not been quite this pro active in my endeavors towards sobriety before, I am going to do the 90 in 90 and I hate being such a cliche but f*** it, I am also sick of being a drunk. I had an entirely different experience at this particular meeting than I have in the past- people were welcoming and interested and introduced me to other women which is what I need,
and I already have someone to talk to every day until I find a sponsor
and she rocks. FYI do
NOT drink after taking antabuse. Don't
EVER, EVER do it. I speak from experience, I thought I was going to meet my maker, whoever she is.