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Old 06-01-2010, 04:39 PM
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So my Joel died because I drank too much? Haha no offense, I know drinking DOESNíT HELP but my brother wasnít killed in Iraq because I drink. And my Uncle died because he had a stroke. No cos of my drinking.
And RyanÖwell my alcoholism may have contributed to that but it was mostly himÖI know drinking only makes me hurt more and only makes the bad things worse but the **** Iíve been through isnít really because of my drinking, unless God is punishing meÖin which case I wish I didnít pi** him off so much.
*MAY TRIGGER FROM HERE ON PLEASE DONíT READ IF YOU DONíT THINK YOU CAN HANDLE THIS*

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Iíve been chugging the bottle I have here now. Honestly right now I donít care if I live or die. Iím hurting so much. I called my shrink but she wasnít there they were gonna connect me with the doctor on call but I said never mind. Things are bad.
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