You can do it Videodrone. I did it, and I was taking 25-30 Vicodins a day. It's tough at first, but a trip to your doctor might help. If you tell him your situation, he might be able to give you something like suboxone to help you with the withdrawal symptoms. You will feel normal in your own skin for the first few days, and then off the suboxone gradually. If you need some info just visit my page or send a pm. I now have 5 years clean from the opiates. Hang in there. Lots of love and support here on this site. We are all in this together.