Right now I want to drink and...
I don't care about my life. As in suicidal. Early this morning (3 AM) I found out my Uncle died, he was kind of like a Dad to me since my own...wasn't arond
Then I wake up this morning and find out
Ryan officially ended it. Through FB. Changed his status to single. Deleted me off his friends. Didn't even call me. Didn't even email me. Didn't even send a text. He's been putting me through so much **** but I thought at the end of it all we'd get back together because he said he just needed space...
Now he ended it and he was really the only thing that mattered to me, getting back with him.
I want to call my shrink kind of but it's not really an emergency as badly as I want to do something to myself I won't.