Well, I know guilt never stopped me drinking...
I let a lot of folks down through my drinking, and *that* caused to me drink more tho....
For me, SR works best as a support group...support and encouragement to stay sober and understanding and advice if I should fall...
People come through these forums all the time - many return, some don't. It's something you just have to accept if you stay here for any length of time.
Stay focused NN - you're doing well
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