Well- this is it
Hey
I am a bit scared maybe? This is my last day before I completely quit everything. No motivation to get drunk or anything, just kind of feeling weird. Not even sure why I posted this.. I am taking time off, and I hope like crazy I can tolerate the next few days. I dont even drink that much but I know how to- believe me (well lately 6 beers over a day is normal now). Tomorrow is zero. Work tomorrow (have to present a relatively major subject to my mgmt). Then I come home and let the brain reprogram to life without alcohol. Tomorrow night will be sweaty and anxious- I know it. But I know how I will feel after I get through all the crap. Great. So here I go.....hang on (to myself).
Dub