Its crazy Coff... I go back reading my posts from when I first started using SR in 2004 (goodness gracious) and its sad to see only a couple familiar names still around,out of all of the people that I frequently spoke to.
I hope they are all still sober but when I read those sweet messages I have to wonder and worry about them. Its A LOT of people that would have had to have gone back out.
Its also sad b/c at that time I was only batteling Benzos and Alcohol and now I have been to the point of injecting all kinds of stuff, snorting all kinds of stuff, and still an alcoholic.
It would have been much easier to get clean back then as opposed to now, but I chose to keep going.
<3 Dream