Hi there FaultyWiring, and welcome to SoberRecovery
Truly a beautiful poem, and it only brings tears to those of us who understand the pain. Have you read the "sticky" posts at the top of this forum? There's a lot of useful information there. Take a little time to browse around all the posts here so you can get to know us a little better, and feel free to toss out any questions you might have. This whole recovery thing can be a little convulted at times, and we have our own "lingo" that isn't always clear.
I'm glad you decided to join us.
Mike