Originally Posted by
hopeful4 
I was so scared for me and my little girls to be without him when he left. We ended up finding out life was not so bad w/out him. Now I wish he was gone..
You faced your fear at that time and walked through it. You came out stronger for the experience. Now you know what you want.
This is your life. You can change your mind about having him in the home while he continues his recovery (if there is any).