Hang in there my friend, it gets better. I finally had enough of these as well and quit cold turkey, after 6 years of doing 6, 80OC's a day, following my script, never taking more.
I am now on Day 23 and am finally back to 100% achy free.
Best decision i ever made in my life, and under no circumstances will ever go back to them again.
I have much more important things in my life, such as my 5 year old son!
I am not lying when i tell you i do not even think of them anymore, i am done.
I could have done the Suboxone route, but i wanted to do it Cold Turkey, so i could feel the pain, and appreciate it, as weird as that sounds, but true!
I now have a lawsuit against my Dr. for telling that these things were not addictive~!