My dearest friends (HUGS ALL AROUND!)
Gees I missed yas.
I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T GOT BACK SOONER.
My computer is not working so I'm texting this from my cell phone! It's quite a long process..lol.
I took the long way home-(back here) like a good codie Queen gypsy would do.
Now I can Tell you i'm finished a very loonnng painful chapter in my life.
Here it goes: (deep breath) Because I thought AH was doing well in his recovey...and because I love him and my lil' guy...and because I desperatley want my family back; I asked him if we could try marriage counseling again. He agreed. Well after 4 up and down months...telling me he "does love lil guy and me; that he "just needs a little more time" and in hindsight-thousands of other pathological lies. Well-he only forgot to mention the girl friend he had been seeing for a year!
Pssssh. All along my guard was naturally up...some things really weren't adding up..you know?
Any how I gave a choice anyway...come back to me and lil guy and go to MC or the GF and her daughter.
He said, as he turned his back and walked away, "I'm taking care of 'them' now."
He did us a favor, he's her problem now.
Turns out that he met her right out of rehab, while in a recovey house. He never took his sobriety seriously. He is still active.
I finalized the divorce last may and the SOB still hasn't signed the papers!!
Pssssh.
I've battling depression(part of the reason I can't get here.
Don't get me wrong there's good things to update yas on too.
That's the next chapter:-)....
Until then
I LOVE YOU. <3
hugest
Warmest hugs, Queenique