Confessions From Christine
How can a person continually participate in the one thing that kills their soul? I did it again on Saturday. This seems hopeless. What kind of idiot am I? Going to meetings, doing my steps and then drinking. I didn't even think about it. I was with a friend that drinks we were outside enjoying the day, his frig was filled with beer and I just went a grabbed one. No thought whatsoever as to what I was doing. Usually I atleast think about it, try to not drink.
I won't give up. I'll go to my nooner meeting. Start over, no continue.
Christine