coffeedrinker

yes.
thanks, good reminder.

over the past couple of weeks, i had the incredibly strong urge to call xabf. i knew if i reached out, he would respond. i knew that if i caved and said "come over. stay with me." he would. i pushed past it. it was so hard, cuz i knew that his arms, his smell, his beautiful hair, would be the "fix" i was craving. but also, that it would keep me stuck.

let go for the moment. it might just be enough to get you through many more moments.