bexs

Hey all

Not been on for a few weeks, since my first post, guessing now that was a mistake.

I was doing great not drinking and then some how last week it all went wrong, I decided I could just have one drink, which I did, then the next night it was 2, and then 4, I am sure you get the picture.

I feel pretty messed up right now, I am very disappointed in myself.

Anyway its really early I have been lay in bed awake most of the night convincing myself I am going to die and then I remebered about this sight and thought a confession might kick me into shape.

Thanks
Bexs xxx