Thanks guys!! I must say your words give me so much encouragement. It is going to be very hard to let go. Just so sad it had to come to this.
ThatLittleGirl-It is so hard not to take their actions personally. He is an active addict b/c found the pills last night. So yes, I made right decision even though it doesn't feel like it now. My kids and my sanity are more important. Sorry about your day! Sounds like we both have had enough of being hurt over and over again.
Kelrunran-You made me smile and cry at the same time. Thanks! Sorry about your AS.
Ann-I have tried to keep myself very busy today up to this point. Now I am obsessing. Tomorrow will be a challenge.