Sad Mother's Day
My AH moved out of the house today. Happy Mother's Day to me, huh?
I told him not to come back home messed up. Well, he did last night and it was horrible. So I had stick to my guns. So he left and I am so worried. I have to let go, but 14 years is long time. Keep telling myself he is addict and I am powerless in this situation.
I have cried and cried today. I have to keep telling myself I had no other choice but doesn't make things any easier.
So I am trying my best not to breakdown while my kids are up. This is going to be long night. So hard to keep my emotions in check.
So I will have to get locks changed tomorrow and clean up the mess.
I know things will get better with time, but that doesn't help today.