I think temptation comes to most of us at some time.
For me in the early days it was really important to take a few deep breaths, step back and think about the last few weeks...and also think about the damage I did to myself and to others throughout to the drinking years.
I read a lot of posts here then...and I made a few too.
I did not participate in any face to face programme like AA, SMART or whatever...but I've seen good results, and I think it's worth a go for anyone who feels they need more than what we provide here.
You can make new choices - it can be done
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