Originally Posted by
lulu1974 
Last night I was telling my friend how I dont know how I got sucked into being the submissive one to him like I did something wrong. I mean I know I did things wrong but....
because you always wanted to please him?
because you were afraid of angering him - he would withdraw his "love" for you?
because you learned how important it is to not make waves?
because your need to be loved trumps all else?