Oh Shocked you remind me of me!!!
Hey, I had my relapse a month ago and sent texts telling my XA he was a liar, manipulative and said whatever he needed to say to get what he wants.
I didn't get a phone call back....just texts telling me I was clearly insane and the cause of the downfall of our friendship.
Could I have done without hearing that? Yes. Could I have done without saying what I wanted to say? Yes.
But it's done. And yes, it felt good telling him he was a liar. I never said it before.
You said what you wanted to say in the moment. Whether it was a mistake or not doesn't matter now. It's ok. You had these things bottled up inside and this is how you released them.
When I told my therapist what I had said to my X, she told me she was glad I finally said it. Because he was a liar. (wow, that made me feel really good to type that right now)
Wake up tomorrow...and get back with the program! Sending you hugs!!! It's ok.
