Your general health will improve if you stop drinking. Your body and mind will relearn how to function normally. It's so nice to never feel numb or sick or both.
Your life doesn't sound too happy, but drinking can only make things worse. As far as counseling, I go to one and it's a big help in staying sober and being able to live life on life's terms.
Have you given any thought to trying some AA meetings? Might be a good place to start. The people there have been thru hell due to drinking and they understand how you feel.
Give it a good try, can't hurt.
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