I think for day 2 you're doing pretty well Oddman - I was usually wondering whether I could move.
Like others have said, recovery's a personal thing - find your way and do it 110%.
But...if you think AA might be your way and somethings stopping you from going?
Might as well go and scratch the itch
I agree about the willingness to go to any lengths - you have to - it's very hard to change a life especially when everyone else doesn't seem to have to change theirs - but it really is so undeniably worth it....don't get lost in the pissiness. It passes...
just don't go skipping too far ahead either...one day at time is enough. All those issues will still be there whenever it is you meet them - but you'll be better equipped by waiting than by running off to meet them now
Just keep it simple - relax, regroup, and recover
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