hi,oddman, i got a 3 yr old 2, congrats...an also struggling with stayin sober,for any given period,2 weeks seems to be the max ive managed,...sobriety envy is exactly what i have..me too, i think in all honesty, everyone wants off this entrapment, of bad habit, booze..addiction,i seem to go from one xtreme to the other..breakin patterns of behaviour is hard,..changing attitudes of mind is hard..not reacting to pressures and stress...without the aid of a bottle is hard... day 11 here, good luck to you to,its tough but gotta be better...than this misery of drunken stupor,an all the crazy baggage that goes with this nonsense...