Yes, I should go to the doctor... but am afraid to as I already owe them money that I can't afford to pay and my biggest long-standing debts are medical bills. So going to the doctor isn't really an option right now. We do have a free clinic in town, open three days a week, so I may have to go there. I'm so sick of living in a country where health care is restricted to the wealthy or the employed. I'm not eligible for Medicaid and can't afford Medicare so I'm screwed.
I'm "living right', am staying sober, and my life just seems to be going down the toilet anyway...
