Thanks everyone ((hugs))
My best friend just called me...I was talking to her about how I was feeling. I hate burdening my friends with this stuff, I must sound like a broken record. It's nice to have a place to come and share with people who have "been there, done that"
I love the idea of having a party to get some things done...my friends are totally motivated by free beer and food! LOL... I love that and it makes me feel better and more hopeful already.
So, who's free to stain a deck, a swing set and a patio in oh, about 2 weeks? LOL
Thanks again for making me feel better.