That's one of the problems with sobriety. You usually don't feel good about your victories in the immediate term. It's more like, "Okay, okay! I won't drink! Gawd!" It's not till the next day, when you know you've come through it yet again, that you feel good about not drinking.
Congrats on your demonic bout last night. You have emerged victorious, having slain your foe, and hurled him from the mountaintop, yet again!
Rev