funny you mention need... as I wrote my goodbye, I said..
"just so you know, I am just a phone call away if you ever need anything". I want to help, ugh.
As for faith.. I was just having that conversation with my boss. I want to believe in God, and I think I do. I just don't know how. I really don't know how. I admire that in others... but I'm not sure if I believe or not.
Thanks everyone.. I cried.. I said my goodbyes.. then I stopped crying. I feel a lot better.. I think...