Originally Posted by
yeahgr8 
I used to feel absolutely dreadful, i mean wtf was wrong with me...i had a great job, a lovely home, a successful career and couldn't even control drinking!
Oh man, do I so identify with that! Humble, don't be like me and have about 5 years worth of "last times", take it from me, they only get more painful and deeper; it's scary how quickly I got back to where I used be drinking, then I'd push a little more. Like I said, it got worse each time and harder each time. Learn from my example (and many others here too), I guess you could call me an "old-newbie". Don't be like that, save yourself the pain, suffering and constant anxiety.
All the best, we're here to help.