It sounds like you're doing so great! I'm really impressed and super happy for you. I'm sorry about what you're going through, but so happy that you're sounding so strong and healthy. Hearing stories like yours makes me feel so much stronger too.
I still haven't contacted him and he hasn't contacted me (still have his number blocked, but I suppose he could show up at my door if he wanted to). It's hard sometimes to not know how he's doing, but as time goes by, I spend less and less time thinking about it.
I have a birthday coming up in a month or so. I've been trying to figure out what to do since it's a big one. I finally thought of something. I'm going to spend 4 days windsurfing! I've asked a new friend to come with me. So I have that to look forward to.
I'm staying busy and having fun. Hope you start having some fun really soon too. Thanks for letting me know how you're doing.