Thanks priceyjunk, I can relate to that *so* much. 18 days sober here, and all those same thoughts are assaulting me. Although I "squelch" them immediately, it sucks
I don't want to wake up again unable to remember what I did last night
I don't want to wake up again covered in puke and lying in ****
I don't want to spend another day lying in bed unable to move
I don't want to lose my job and my wife
I don't want another drink.