Originally Posted by
mishaco1 
I wanted to text him. "WTF is wrong with me?"
Dear mishaco. I am so glad you did not ask him that question. One of the most painful truths of my marriage is that I learned that only I could answer such questions about myself. Alcoholics will have a field day with answering that question. Imagine all the blameshifting....
Instead you came here and tried to answer that question yourselves. That is your emotional muscle that you are starting to exercise.
Keep on coming back. Post a lot and read a lot. We care.
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