Since I asked Ah to move out. House is calm and peaceful except for high school son and college son laughing and cutting up and dogs chasing balls and playing with toys. No cursing - well not angry cursing
- no fights, no gross beer breath stinking up my room, no moaning about how life sucks and how the country sucks and how much a holes we are! Life is good - truly - for me - I just have to stay positive and know I am doing the right thing - which I am. I shopped for a jet ski last night so AH can have the freaking boat. I will have a cute little jet ski and my neighbor said I can keep it on her extra lift. Can't wait! Not saying this road is easy- I still get sad . I don't know if I cried yesterday but today I am getting a pedicure and damnit enjoying this beauty of a day! I am grateful and I know My Mom is proud of me in Heaven! I love you Mom!