I have not been to any NA meetings, this is the first step I've taken into anything. I keep telling myself that I can do it & don' t need professional help, buts it's just so hard. I've read that people saying now that the weather is getting nicer, they are getting the urge & I so know what they are talking about.
I keep finding stuff to do to keep busy & I'm good for maybe 2 days, then something just goes off in my head & I keep saying, "oh only 1 more time, just a little & I will be fine". but thats not the case. This is just driving me crazy cause im not the type to have such an addictive personality.