Hey, topspin,
For me as well, Day 8 was a surprising turning point. I felt relaxed for the first time and actually enjoyed some tasks, as opposed to just doing something so it would take my mind off the fact that I wasn't going to drink. Also, I had much more energy than usual. The first week I walked around in a sort of haze which made even the most minute tasks difficult. It's like I had forgotten how to function. Very strange.
I think I'm going to avoid trigger-rich places--restaurants, bars, even house parties--for a bit unless I feel absolutely comfortable and confident. I went to the Mexican restaurant Margaritas tonight with friends (my preferred drinking location before hitting the town) and my blood pressure shot through the roof. Just seeing the whiskey bottles and drinks put me instantly on the defensive. It was not enjoyable. In fact, it was horrible. Utterly putrid. Disturbing. /endrant
Anyway, as they say, better luck tomorrow.
