It seems we have our good periods and our bad ones, but the best thing is we survive!!! I try to remember that the difference between a bad day and a good day is about 2 days. And it is also about attitude. When I can't change my circumstance, I try to change my attitude and that helps most of the time. But not always.
These boards are great to just vent if that is what you need, or to share a laugh too. Sometimes at the same time.
We're glad you're here, and we are all just hanging on to each other these days (that presents a pretty funny picture in itself).
Your new strength is really showing, and it will see you through the tough days.