Oh my 1logically,
I can feel your pain and rage just jumping off the page!
You are in serious emotional trouble.
It is effecting every day of your life.
Please go to AlAnon to get some perspective and learn how to live without these addicted, and insane people in your life.
Let go or be dragged.
I think you are starting to get some road rash.
Please get some help for yourself.
Beth