TC, the sooner you are on your own, the sooner you get to be really happy, content and un-bloody-flustered, as it seems to me that for a while now you have bf causing static on your wavelength.
No-one to drag you away from your interests, interfere with your routine or lack of one, no nagging, suggesting, pleading, borrowing or sending body odours running amok in the house.
Ah...Bliss.
God bless