Originally Posted by
AlbaStar 
, there are some days where I have wished exactly that. Hangovers can be used to give legitimacy to feeling like s**t.
I would say that is your addict mind playing with you. The thing is some days we do feel bad, low, miserable and that's okay. Recovery isn't going to mean that every day is wonderful, but with recovery we can learn that a bad day is just a bad day and we don't need an excuse for it.
You're doing great!