Thanks everyone. I just have to dig deep for myself. He got up this morning and told me he was glad it happened because now he can move forward without the looming failure everyone talks about. Told me he regretted drinking the moment he did it, and that what one of the AA sayings is true....AA spoils the drunk. Seems to have a clear head and went to a meeting at noon today. He is asking for more counseling or seeing what the rehab suggests but he's staying positive. I do believe him but still have to get past the hurt and the anger myself.
Myself, I cried every tear I could in my body. I feel much better but still have contempt for him when I look at him. Both of us have shed many tears over the past 24 hours.