Hi,
Would like to welcome you to SR, its a great site with lots of information on it. I think its a great idea to go to AA, i have been a member 15 months now & have been sober since my first meeting. I knew deep down i had isssues with booze, but for me i considered an alcoholic to be the drunk on the park bench a down & out..................How wrong was i!!!!!!!
The only requirement for AA membership is a desire to stop drinking. So go listen & identify with other people. No one is going to judge. I found it amazing how many ppl could have been telling my life story when they spoke about there own drinkin, so i found out how they got sober & learnt to deal with my mess of a life.
I wish you the best.