Thanks for all your kind words, sorry I have not been back sooner. I am in a better place now than I was when I started this thread and I haven't drank since. I did have to spend a day in hospital this week as I was getting pain and they thought the baby might be ectopic, they took bloods and did a scan and the baby is growing ok and in the right place. It's been hard not drinking but I just remember seeing the baby and it's little heart beat on the screen and that helps.
I am not feeling great overall, I don't know how much of that is down to being sober or being pregnant, but hopefully I'll feel better soon.
Thanks again