I had a bit of a thing today around two in the afternoon. My classes had ended, I had finished my homework, and a footlong Subway Club sandwich was digesting in my belly, and a question popped into my head: Now what? Or put another way: What do sober people do for fun? I think that one moment captured the lunacy of these past years. Alcohol had crept into every aspect of my life--school, work, relaxation, vacations, playing guitar, watching sports, socializing, managing emotions, so on and so forth. And in that moment, newly sober, I had no clue how to spend the afternoon.
I laughed until I cried and then played video games for the first time sober in years. Anyway, tomorrow I get an official assessment from a qualified doctor, though I already know the outcome. After that, I'll find a hobby. Or join a club. Basically, I'll make some new friends.
Thanks for the support!