Hi Tkmal and welcome to SR!
Ditto to all the comments about AA, "if you think that you have a problem, you probably do", the 30 day test, etc. I just wanted to say welcome and tell you how invaluable SR has been for me. There is a lot of wisdom on these boards. An SR member (sorry, not sure who) once posted:
I used to think that Alcohol was my problem, when in fact, it was my solution.
That really resonated with me.