I am in the depression stage..I really wish i could take the first step and admit I am powerless but its tough for me..I think I cycle in and out of some of these stages..but definitely in depression. I oftenwonder what would happen if i did fall apart..no one to put me back together!
I have to accept that my A wont talk to me anymore,,I have to accept all the cruel stuff he did to me and I have to accept I filed for a divorce and nothing can change that. My miracle isnt coming for my marriage so I have to redirect my life now..I have to accept where I am going...