My pattern as a binge drinker was hiding my cans everywhere and starting to realize this was not normal.
My bottom was like flutter, I went to work drunk. I was not functioning, even if I thought I was.
I quit then and there for over 5 years, then relapsed in July for 2 short days and have been sober since. I would not trade any of my sober days for a beer, totally not worth it 4 me.